My Turning Point

After enduring a tumultuous nine months filled with substance abuse, I found myself waking up in a hospital post-overdose, far from home, and facing the harsh reality of my situation. This culminated in a reckless car theft, a high-speed police chase, and a stint in jail before I had the clarity to understand that wallowing in my own despair was getting me nowhere.

During this time, I found myself crying and praying more than ever, which led me to start writing extensively. I finally realized that remaining trapped in my own misery was not a viable option.

I recognize that I still have a long journey ahead, so I created a list of things to release to the full moon tonight. I am determined to let go of these burdens instead of allowing them to hold me captive.

Section 1.1: Items to Release

• Anger towards my children's father for temporarily taking them from my home. I was not in the right mental state to care for my kids, much less for myself.
• Self-blame for my struggles with substance use, feeling inadequate as a person.
• Judgments from others based solely on societal stigmas about who they think I am.
• The notion that I am too much for others. I embrace my identity as a Leo and recognize that not everyone has to fit into a mold. My personality is valid.
• Being overly emotional, a trait tied to my Aries moon. It’s simply part of my astrological makeup, and I must accept that.

There are many more things I wish to release, but that would take all night.

Section 1.2: The Power of Letting Go

Don't allow negativity to hinder your progress. Acknowledge your struggles, release them, and allow yourself to move forward. It's time to burn those burdens away.