Chapter 1: A Serene Monday Morning

This Monday, with Liz having the day off, we decided to seize the opportunity presented by the cool morning air for a refreshing walk. As is typical, our stroll was uneventful, primarily revolving around cleaning up after our dog, who has a knack for choosing the neighbor's yard for his morning "business." Coincidentally, we ran into the same neighbor as she was leaving for work.

We have been neighbors for many years, and I am grateful that we have never faced any negative remarks regarding my identity as a transgender individual. It’s comforting to experience acceptance in this way. After our walk, I settled down with my morning coffee, contemplating what I could possibly write about on such a tranquil day.

I ultimately decided to reflect on the rare joy I find in having a peaceful day. Given my disposition, moments of stillness are hard to come by, as I often struggle to quiet my internal turmoil. I was fortunate enough to address my Bipolar anxieties with my therapist, which has helped prevent these issues from further complicating my journey along the transgender path. I realized long ago that my transition has been more than just a journey; it resembles a bustling interstate, filled with activity and rarely serene—much like my own state of being. If I find myself relaxed, it usually means I’ve drifted off to sleep.

Throughout my life, distinguishing my anxieties from my gender dysphoria has proven challenging. For many years, I believed they were intertwined. I have read accounts from others who, after completing their gender transition, were able to stop using antidepressant medications entirely. Unfortunately, I have not experienced the same relief. Despite embracing my transgender identity and immersing myself in a feminine world, my struggles with depression and anxiety have persisted. Yet, I consider myself fortunate to have managed my medications for years, allowing me to savor these rare quiet mornings.

This moment of peace also gives me an opportunity to express my gratitude to all of you who have followed my long-standing Google blog as well as my newer Medium platform, which is gaining traction. I sincerely appreciate everyone who engages with my experiences, especially those who take the time to leave comments. Your support makes this endeavor truly worthwhile.

Once again, thank you all, and I hope you find your own moments of tranquility amidst the pressures that life imposes. Adding gender-related challenges to those pressures can feel like enduring an additional burden in an already demanding world.

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