Chapter 1: The Inner Conflict

Within my being, two souls reside,

Locked in a perpetual struggle, yearning to guide.

An eternal ballet within a mirrored hall,

Their dual presence weighs heavily on my soul.

They flutter like birds within a shared space,

Each fighting for the lead in life's embrace.

One spirit, bright as the sun's warm rays,

Seeks joy and laughter, reveling in playful days.

It twirls and leaps with boundless delight,

Embracing every moment, embracing the light.

In bustling gatherings, it finds its delight,

In the company of others, it feels just right.

The other soul, cloaked in the night's embrace,

Finds comfort in the stillness of a tranquil place.

Shrouded in moonlight, it moves at a gentler pace,

In solitude, it discovers its sacred space.

A soft whisper, in quiet it thrives,

Through reflection, it uncovers the essence of lives.

In contemplative silence, it finds its quest,

In the echoes of stillness, it is truly expressed.

Each soul contends for control of my core,

A silent duel, an unending rapport.

They intertwine like waves upon a shore,

An internal battle that endures evermore.

Two souls, indeed, reside within my chest,

Each one vying for mastery, as Goethe expressed.

Yet I believe he overlooked a crucial part,

There’s beauty in this struggle of the heart.

In the claims of each soul, I find both curse and grace,

A master of none, yet a guest in this space.

In this duel, a rare beauty unfolds,

In the convergence of contrasting worlds, it molds.

Two spirits at odds, yet side by side,

Create a harmonious blend in which I abide.

Each soul, in its way, refines the other,

Every challenge faced makes me more than a mere cover.

Thus, I stand as a vessel for two,

A canvas adorned in shades anew.

They craft a portrait of a journey unique —

In their dance, my true self speaks.

Their struggle, their dance, a captivating mystery,

But in it all, I’ve discovered my symmetry.

In their coexistence, my essence is revealed,

In their union, my identity is sealed.

— © Misbah Sheikh 2023

Thanks, Thomas Gaudex, for sharing this poem.

Chapter 2: The Sound of My Inner Self

In this exploration of the inner self, the following video captures the essence of self-discovery through music.

This original song, "My Inner Self," delves into the journey of embracing one’s true essence and the emotional conflicts that arise.

The second video further enhances this theme, illustrating the evolution of self-awareness.

The remastered version of "Inner Self" invites viewers to reflect on their own internal struggles and the beauty found within.